why would people cheat on their partners?

omg, i havent blogged for ages! is anione still there? hahahaha.

hello hubby, i have yet to wish you a happy birthday over here. hahaha. but its like so overdue niaoz. but anyway, happy belated birthday!

guess what, i'm missing you so much right now! you havent contacted me for 44 hours ar! =((
but i'm sure ur enjoying yourself right! doing my damn assignment now, feels like i'm never gonna finish it. okay la. thats all for this post. hehehe. i love you, and i miss you. MUACKS.

我相信你爱护我，只是爱没有想象的多。

i couldn't keep track of what i'm supposed to do

has something wrong happened between us?

i wan to bitch about you, BITCH.
do you know that you're such a bitch?
do you know that you a pain in MY ASS?
do you have any idea how FUCKED UP you are?

DONT KNOW RIGHT. i tell you now! (though i know you wont be reading this, i just need a place to rant)

every single time, you never stood up for me.
all you do is bring me down, get me into trouble.
i gen ni you chou meh? why u always treat me like this.
people wan treat me good you jealous isit? then in the end hai dao i also dont get anything.

you alr have a biased mother who is biased TOWARDS YOU. you dont know that?
or shud i sae, she's just biased against me.

why? becos i'm quiet at home. i dont sweet talk, eh, no, i dont ASSLICK. unlike you.
i dont stand up for myself.
so what if you've done a lot in the past? you get your freedom when you were like, 16 or 17? at least you get to sleep over at your best fren's house alr by that time.
and fyi, i did not need your care when i reached primary 4 or 5.
i could iron my own uniform when i reached pri 3 or so.
its you, you are the one who keep butting in. even in circumstances where you didnt even need to speak at all.

and there were many times where you asked me to keep secrets, have i fucking betrayed you before? i did not.
and you are the one who is always getting me into trouble. you know why? cos both parents are biased towards you. dont you have enough?

every single time, where we quarrel or bicker, all you know is to use ur age to deh me. sae what, mei da mei xiao. eh, since your so good at asslicking, why dont you use a bit of those skills to shoot me back? rather than just using ur age. i know you ARE OLD. i dont need you to remind me.


so what if you guys saved money urselves? do you understand what is age gap? how many years have it been? what century isit now? maybe i'm just suey that i'm born in this family, which dont have parents that pamper their own children.


and to you, have got nothing to sae when i said that you were biased just now? cause you are guilty, aren't you?


and you guys keep saying, zhang da liao, yao xue hui bang mang jia li, xue hui xiang, bang mang zuo jia wu. when CAN i hear things like, zhang da liao, ni ke yi qu chu dao ji dian dou bu yong jing, gen wo men jiang yi sheng jiu hao.
at least i will come home.
but i doubt the day will never come.

anyway, i'm done ranting, so far.

bye.

I love you, Kevin Chan.
I will love you forever. <3

havent updated this blog since forever! but i doubt anyone still comes here. gonna update for memories' sake aniway.

Happy 8th month honey! I love you.
Will you be sick of hearing me saying, "L love you"?
I hope not huh! haha. I'll never be tired of saying those three words.
Cause in actual fact, I really do love you! =))
Thank you for bringing me joy and happiness for these past months!
I dont wanna repeat what I've said to you already over here.
You know, I know okay? =))

Aniway, I had so much fun yesterday! =))
Battlebox with hubby, dearling and ph.
Then went to a birthday party.
And there were the four brothers and Jasmine. =))
Overall, it was a fun day.

AND OH, HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY!
I'm so broke. =((

Goodnite!

great day spent with my boy! <3>
i love you.

hohoho! 13th to 15 march were the best days man. <3 spent with my darling hubby!

first day had sakae for lunch at harboufront centre. got couple tee from kappa! then shopped for birthday present. planned to go sentosa for the skyride! but scared it was too late for minting's bbq. so was postponed to the second day. played mahjong and lost around 2 bucks!
2nd day went home to bathe n everything and had dinner at westmall before going down to the chalet. played mj again! halfway started the celebration. cut cake and took photos! then continued with out mj session. lost 15 bucks in total! afterthat half time. then played second pok. won around 18. =)) afterthat went to watch sunrise. not much of a sunrise. cos i didnt literally see the sun rising. but the scenery was still nice!! =)) thank you hubby. afterthat had lunch and headed off to farmway! haha. both of us didnt really dare to step into those shops. cos we arent buying any pets. BUT. their living condition sucks la!!! it was so freaking warm. and there's one puppy being locked up outside the shop. wahpiang. super kelian can!! then i saw two shih tzus. wahkao! cutest liao. love shih tzus. heheh. afterthat hubby bought three cactuses. lol. then off we went. halfway home it rained. -.- stupid rain.

aniway, the three days were super awesome! with the company of KEVIN CHAN. hehe. thanks for all the fun we had during the three days!! waiting for more to come arh! I LOVE YOU SUPER MUCH DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. <3333333333333333333333

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i shall prove to everyone that i deserve this award from KEVIN CHAN. hahahhha!!
i will and i do okay, honey?

i love you!

AND I'M SO EXCITED BOUT THE CHALET!!!! ecp, farm way, sentosa and you. =)) <33

we would have gone swimming
we would have eaten kfc or sth.
we would have gone home together.

and we could have been talking on the phone, right now.

how much 'future' had we planned?

yet another disappointment. could you please teach me what i'm supposed to do?

it isn't too late to thank you for the breakfast right?

thank you, honey! i love you. <3

you don't trust me, and yet you've been so confident.

i lost 20 over bucks in the game 'in-between' and 10 in daidee. so fucking not worth it. -.- but it was a great night. =DD

yesterday was a good day spent with my loved kevin chan. =))
accompanied him to get his new yr clothes. a fred perry top and a pair of converse sneakers.

went cine and watched 'little BIG soldiers' and the movie sucks. -.-'''

after that had our lunch at ion orchard food mall. food was nice. =))

got back to cine to get the stuffs and left for home!

I LOVE YOU.

happy 5th month darling boy!! <3

why do i feel like crying?

i will. i will try my best. just for us.

had sakae buffet with my darling boy this afternoon! hoho. shiok. =DD

THANKS A LOT HUBBY FOR THE SHOESS!! you really want me to slim down so much huh! =(( haha. but thanks, and i wont disappoint you okay! i love youuuuuuuuuuuu. MUACKKS!

the birthday girl! 18 alr horh! stop saeing fucking cold jokes!

havent had a reallll post for a long time alr! haha. so i shall update about mel's birthday celebration yesterdae! we got her a mango top(omg, i'm so in love with it) and a doraemon softtoy that can vibrate (but i dont know for fuck)! surprised her by appearing at donut factory(though i doubt she was surprised). then asked the staffs there to bring out the cake for her. i took photos of her wearing the top sia!! BUT I CANT FIND IT. i dunno where the heck did it go to. =(( anyway, we ordered quite a lot of food uh. and everyone was fulllllllllllllllllll. so we played 'zhong ji mi ma'. those who lose had to eat one slice of the cake. haha. mel special, if she kena she has to eat two. =)) afterthat we went to khatib to slack! and off i went!
hope u enjoyed yourself yesterday randomer!! and love the presents okay! =)) we love youuuuuuuu!

mel and shiyun. =))

mel and leen!
mel and me!




the stupid staff left two candles unlit. i dunno for fuck also. -.- but at least he volunteered to take pics for us. =))

they did this for her as well. =))

mine distorted alr!! forgot to take pic before stirring. =((
remainings of the cake SHE ate. hahahhahaa

# JING .
# 22081992 .
kevin chan. <3

watch sunrise+sunset.
fly kite.
sentosa skyride.
underwater world.
singapore flyer.
perfume.
shoes/sneakers.
havaianas.
new phone.
portable hard disk.
running shoes.
tops.
shorts.

empty promises x
lies x
tardiness x
mushroom x
celery x
honey x
chrysanthemum tea x
hypocrites x